Its been Quite late tonight. Sitting here for absolutely Nothing and Just hoping against Hope that something happens.But I very well know that Nothing is going to Happen Just like that. The Hardwork and dedication required for making things Happen is missing in me. I am meandering towards that same Old Course which so many others have taken. But I sincerely want to avoid it.
There was a time when Happenings around the world used to Put me on the Hunch. Now a days I sparely get time to look after myself that I am least bothered what is happening around me.I dont know whether this is the right attitude or not.Atleast I have stopped reading Osho. Thankfully, I never wanted to experiment those in my real life. His words have the power to convince you but something is inherently missing in those. I am not sure what, But I feel a bit lost when I really begin to Think deeply about what he had said just at that moment. I try to read those lines several times but my mind is never at Peace. There should be some Other worthier explanations which are much more easier and simpler than these. i have never Tried my Hand at Gita. S I guess the next best thing would be to have a Passive Check of that.
Well Groping in Darkness is nothing new to me. Infact I have just come to realise that in my whole life I have been doing Just that!!!! What is the result of this Search???No one knows. I had several big ambitions and plans in my life. But I have failed in Putting atleast One of them in Practice.And atlast I just Hope that Mirror On the Wall is going to answer all my Queries, Internally Reassuring myself that u are Not alone
I believe that such a situation will come in every one's life when One is in Lowest of spirits and you don't find things enough to motivate you around.I am just waiting to see what my tomorrow has in store for me.
Once again the Question will be : Mirror,Mirror, Mirror on the Wall.......
These are musings from my day to day life . And as I say no one is an expert
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