Love is in the Air

The title is so deceiving but yet so true. My romance with Chennai is coming to an end in another 16 days.And it is time to woo my new found love.
Never thought I would be consciously taking this decision.But alas, it has happened.Looking back on the past 2 years, I feel I was very lucky. In the first place I landed into a firm where freedom was the mantra (though it has changed a lot since then), and then again I was fortunate to get a most happening project and to top it all the roommates that I am having.This is what I believe I was destined to be.There were,and still there are, so many sorrows in my life but thankfully there are enough and more reasons for me to cheer myself up every day.And I am thankful to God that he wanted everything to go this way.
The timing of my departure is what I believe is the best one.Even when I said that chains were not put on me when they asked for a commitment from my side, I knew that something is gonna happen after these two years. I was dreaming of several different things,but never imagined that I am slowly but surely aligning myself in this field.I should slowly get back into groove so that I can prepare myself for the arduous life that lies ahead.The inherent lazybone inside me is playing a dominant part these days.
The responsibilities and expectations that are on my shoulder is quite big enough.But everyone will be having such things behind them.I should slowly start taking them head on one by one. Then only can I show my conscience that indeed I have grown up.Now is the time that I want myself to plan for the question "Where do I want myself in another 5 years".One thing that I need to remind myself is that the values that I have been taught will never loose its shine. I am understanding it from experience and I want this to be passed on to the next generation.
I may not be an all-rounder,quite contrary to my imagination, but I am having enough inside me to weather a big storm.Life has been teaching me several different things on every point and I am happy that I am learning well each day. Only sad thing is that I am not able to control the impulsive nature of mine. It has and it will surely land me in deep troubles.The only consolation is that it is what makes JK the JK that he is now.
In my last post that I wanted to rephrase Eliot. But whatever has happened this time around has forced me to reconsider that.If I am sitting infront of a laptop listening to romantic songs at 5 in the morning and simultaneously writing my blog, then surely it is not a cruel month at all.Well who knows,anything can happen in 6 days.By the way I am happy that my dreams on Olympic contingent has not gone astray. I felt the elated when I heard Jana Gana Mana being played during the victory ceremony and all thanks to Abhinav.